You know, its a hard compromise to make; to write you a letter to tell you everything you mean to me. I was thinking about it today, and you know I'm not the most poetic. So here I am, writing you a letter, Something I haven't probably done since I stopped believing in Santa (wink), But I'm going to try. Here we go!
When i fell in love with you it was scary. Exhilarating. Painful. Invigorating. Depressing. Inspiring. Heaven. Hell. Death. Life. You came to me without warning. You rendered to me completely vulnerable and defenseless, like a terminal disease. You overpower my whole being, control my better judgement and i cant do anything about it. If i resist it, i will wilt and die inside. So its a choice between dying and living. I chose to live. Whenever I'm not with you, i feel restless and incomplete. i need you more than ever. You dominate my senses. You have captured my soul. I want you daddy Dian. I need you in my life. I love you. I love you so very very much. I will and die for you. I will always, always be there for you for the rest of our lives. and beyond Love comes to you like a thief, it was a cliche i often read in the books. I never believed it. Until you came to me. You came to me one day like a hunter in the forest, little did i know that you would hunt my soul and wrap it around your magical fingers. Your kiss is far better from Valium or any other sedative. It calms my soul, ease away my tension and makes me forget all my worries.
I miss you Dian.. Each passing day i think of you.. I love you more and more each and everyday. You are the most important person in my life.. You made me whole.. Made my life meaningful.. Words aren't enough to explain how i feel for you and express how much you mean to me.. Actions neither.. I will love you until my last breath.. You're the only person who gives me the courage to do things.. I will Love you to distraction.. You mean the world to me.. You are my everything. If someday we will have to separate ways don't think that I don't love you anymore.. There maybe a reason for that. But I promise you that for as long as I can I will not let you go.. I'd be more than willing to give up anything and everything for you.. I can't promise to give you everything but I would do anything just to have you stay with me.. I could not afford to lose you.. in this short period of time I've learned so many things from you. You're the only man whom I've loved like this. No one can erase that. I promise to love you unconditionally. I love you DADDY. Just the thought of losing you makes me shiver.. No matter what, you'll be the most special man in my heart.. you touched my life from the very first day we met. Maybe everything was destined to happen, for me to see that you're the man that I want to spend the rest of my life with.. I love you DIAN.. you're the man in my dreams that I never thought could be possibly real. I am so lucky that God gave you to me.. I never expected I could be this happy in my life.. You brought me joy and laughter since we met.. DADDY, whatever happens, promise me you would never leave me. Whatever trials we would face don't ever give up on me.. I'm sorry if sometimes you feel that I don't love you. But let me remind you that I love you more than anyone else in the world and more than my life.. I will treasure the day that you touched me, kissed me and loved me. I love you.. I love you Daddy. I love you oh so very much Dian Paul Elliz C. Sasis, and I'm looking forward to being with you forever and a day.
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